Theory Of Me

Rest assured

I will float away

Expand into the dimensions

In unison we will divide

Render me null

The craters I’ve left behind

Will cave in 

Swallow what’s left

This disintegration

Makes me whole again

What’s left of me

Is what I could never be

This mortification

The edge of the big bang

Is where I belong

Unborn and born

Search all you can
I'm lost to everywhere
Like uprooted memories
What you always knew
Is what you'll never find

Her mortal

I can feel it lurking 

Hands waiting to grab me 

They say I’m paranoid 

But they know it exists

Too scared to heed 

Every time I hold her 

I say a silent prayer 

Let them be the shields

But how does it help 

When what lurks is within 

It’s gonna come for us all

Just like how it got him 

Wailing crawling bleeding 

Receding to the bones

A hug, a kiss and then gone 

Let us be, let me be 

Leave us to wind down 

The only way we can 

The vices are here to stay

But then who does not 

She looks right in me 

And holds my hand 

She beams up a smile

And brings me back 

Now I’m here, I’m here